Set my soul on fire,
Hey there world, I do hope that you've been okay as I have been more than excited to return to you. It feels nice to be back at your bosom hoping and feeling that everyday spent there will lead to one more. It has so far, and I'm not complaining as you've been quite good to me over the years and I thank you. Boobs are good. Generally speaking.
The recent absence from updates has been directly related to a conscious decision not to stay connected to the information superhighway while on holiday. It was something that I milled over a great deal. Although it is (astoundingly/astronomically) difficult to leave all the information man has accumulated unto this point in time at your fingertips, I did rather enjoy it. Not that I mind staying connected and not because i thought my addiction to the internet was any kind of hindrance. Nay goodsir, the reason why i doth did depart from the H.M.S. COMP was between betwixt her and I lay something far more sinister than the average persons reliance on facebook. What existed between my fair lady and I was connection.
Although I am not altogether paralyzed at the thought of being completely dependent on something I truly despise the notion of something (not of emotional significance, meaning mom your still safe) being of such paramount importance that I cannot distance myself from it for a few days. What is due to Caesar give to Caesar and what is due to God give to God. I try, as best I can, to let my "inner,' (defined as the self not nulled to death by Mega Man and veiled references to GOP instability) be as distanced from the physical pleasure world as possible. Therefore, i left my internet connection at home in pursuit of the higher ideal. The one that allows me to live and make merriment with no aid or crutch. Straight Andrew Mode. For better or for Worse, but with boobs.
The holiday itself, to address the former issue indirectly and the not as of yet spoken issue of the holiday itself head on, was a romp. A true testament to human decadence. I realized when I got back that I truly made no one happy but myself, probably to a fault. In fact I laid by a pool for two hours having to go to the restroom chiefly because I didn't want to get up. Also I was stealing candy from deserving children to satisfy my sugar fix. It was nice to share a sunbeam or two with those you care about the most and that I did. Taking in sun and fun in an environment that not only allowed, but encouraged the kind of counter self-respecting behavior in which I indulge whenever possible. Kids everywhere were without candy and Las Vegas will forever be changed.
Today specifically has been wonderful, aided by the weather, but wonderful on its own merits. The start of a new quarter is always saturated with " it gives me a new chance to think that I'm going to not get drunk everyday, but i probably will,LOL" conversations. Although, I both agree and understand, the reason why I like the beginnings of the quarter is it allows me to see the actual reason why I'm taking the class. I've been a student for so long that I, in what seems like decades ago, have almost completely lost a sense of connectivity with the outside working and existing universe and can only compare classes with-in an academic construct. In the initial phases of the quarter I can often see the rhyme and connection of the classes to actual goings on in a world that I anticipate joining right after I start the commune.
I hope everything is good for you as Spring Time can be difficult for many young people. A mans thoughts turn to fancy and I'm sure that young women's thoughts turn to something other than baking although I'm not sure to what.... But whatever the case may be my sincere hope is that this spring finds you in renewed spirits and renewed zeal. Perhaps you'll even try that new Zesty Ranch dressing. I've been told its quite good. Trust me.
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